habis dah la raya...syawal ja la ad lagi sebulan....haish...xtaw ap,,,tpi rasa macam ada something yang missing dalam raya kali ni...hurm...nak upload pic rya,,,,tpi cam rosak la pulak,,,,HAMPEH!!haish...
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
Monday, 29 August 2011
Kenyang~~~
Ark..kenyang sudah....Baru balik dari rumah nenek...makan chicken + lamb chop...kenyang!!Banyak makan....lepas ni gem0k la!!ni adlah kenangan la mkn kt sna...huhuh...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 10:37 0 comments
Sunday, 28 August 2011
PELIK!!
Azirah tengah carik pic nk buat post pasal kue raya,,,,Tiba2 azirah nmpk satu pic ni..pelik sangat!!amat memalukan...x patut la diorang buat cam 2...ni la kueh nya..
P/s>Azirah jumpak dlm intenet...Bkn azirah yang buat..hrp maklum...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 12:08 0 comments
Raya Dah Dekat!!
Di sini ada satu pengumuman,,,
Perhatian kepada semua bloggers seluruh malaysia...
Semua bloggers seluruh malaysia...
Saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin...
Semoga raya anda lebih bermakna..
Berhati-hati di jalan raya...
YUP!!!!!KIta dah nak raya!!!Pecaye x??Rasa macam baru kemarin azirah pegi beli baju raya...iaitu sehari sebelum puasa....ngee~ ~...X sabar rsanya nk raya...taun ni mungkin raya di kampung..Alaa...20 menet je pun dari rumah...di kira kampung jugak kan??
Raya..taun ni kurang sikit...kueh raya x buat..beli je...tu pun x banyak...antara kuih2 yang Azirah beli adalah....
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 11:59 0 comments
The hardest thing to say...
One day I told him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He comforted me and told me everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured that I loved him as a good friend.
All through high school till graduation, we're always together and I thought it was normal as we were good friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night, even though we had different dates for the prom, I really wanted to be with him. After everybody went home that night, I went to his house and told him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about our future plans instead. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about his dreams. He wanted to get married and settle down. He also said he wanted to be rich and successful. I told him about my dreams and cuddle next to him.
I went home hurt because I didn't tell him how I felt about him. I wanted to tell him that I love him so badly but I was too scared and frightened to do so. I decided to let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him how I felt. All through college, I wanted to tell him about my feelings but he always had someone with him.
After graduation, he got a job in New York. I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was also sad because I didn't tell him how I felt. Nevertheless, I couldn't let him know then as he was leaving for his big job. Hence, I just kept it to myself and watched him board the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I felt for him inside my heart.
I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way up to be a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day, I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him. I was happy and sad at the same time. I knew that I could never be with him ever again and we could only be friends from now on. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. There was a big church wedding and grand reception at a hotel. I met the bride and him. I fell in love when him again on that day. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy with another person. I tried to appear to be happy to cover up the sadness and tears inside me.
On one occasion, he never wrote back even after a long time. I got worried as I didn’t get any reply even after writing six letters to him.
when I thought he had forgotten about me and everything seemed hopeless, I got a note that said, "Meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things."
I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him but he was heartbroken and sad inside. We hugged so tightly that we couldn't breathe.
He told me about his divorce and why he hadn't written back for a long time. He cried until he ran out of tears. We finally went back to the house and we talked and laughed as we catch up on old times. Despite the good opportunity, I still couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about his problems and his divorce. I fell in love with him again. When it was time for him to go back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.
One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I forgot all about it. Until one day, I got a call from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident on his way to the airport. It took a while for them to settle things before calling me. It broke my heart to hear the news. I was shocked to know what took place. I realized why he didn't show up on that day like he promised. I was heartbroken again. I cried tears of sadness and heartache that night. He was such a kind man and did not deserve to die so young.
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. He left his inheritance to his family and his ex-wife. I met her for the first time since the wedding. She explained to me that he was a good man and provided for the family. However, he was always unhappy. She would try everything but she couldn't get him to be happy like the night at their wedding. When the will was read, I found out he had left me a diary. It was a diary of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think of it. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane, I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written in it.
The diary started with an entry on the day we first met. I started to cry as I read on. He had fallen in love with me on that day I was heartbroken. However, he was too afraid to tell me how he felt. That was why he kept quiet and listened to me instead. As I continued reading through more entries, I realized he wanted to tell me about how he felt many times but he was always too afraid to say anything. He mentioned that he went to New York and thought that he fell in love with another person. But the happiest time he had in New York was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. His later entries mentioned that he was always unhappy as he realized he still loves me and hence, he had no choice but to divorce his wife. He said that the best time of his life was to read the letters written by me to him.
He finally ended the diary with an entry, "Today I will tell her I love her".
The entry was written on the day he was killed. The day I was finally going to find out how he really felt in his heart.
If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all......
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 10:33 0 comments
SweeT MemoRies....
Mesti semua orang ada kenangan manis kan??sure punya larh...entry kali ni,,bukan nak cerita pasal kenangan manis,,,tetapi stuff yg manis2 (berkaitan dengan kenangan manis azirah ler...)
Lollipop....lollipop2 yg cumil kat atas ni dibeli kat r&r sungai buluh...Masa tu dalam perjalanan nak pgi upsi...Motif utama beli lollipop ni sbb nk keychain dya ja...(^_^)...azirah x beli pun...yang paling kiri tu miwa yang punya....Love yang tengah2 tu milik Cik Izzah,..hujung skali tu Fina punya...semua plan nk beli sesama...Tpi Azirah malas nk beli...sampai 5 ringgit...xpa lar....
I <3 Baskin robbins!!sebenarnya x plan pon..tpi gatai masuk kedai baskin robbins...xkan nk masuk saja?malu la kan..so beli la jugak..ingat nak beli yang 5 ringgit jer..tpi alang2 dah nak beli,,,beli je la yang 10 ringgit nyer...sweet...semua menx!!hahaha....naseb la naek bas prmpuan..kalau naek bas laki abes da kena paw...wee..
Untuk pengetahuan suma...semua perkara di atas berlaku semasa dalam perjalanan nak pegi Festival Wind Orchestra 2011 peringkat kebangsaan....Memori kat sama x mungkin azirah lupa...(kecuali kalau da penyakit tu,,,lupa jugak)~~
That's all for now...jumpa algi...hujan lebat ni..kang di sambonya dek kita...tobako eden..BYE!!
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 00:19 0 comments
Saturday, 27 August 2011
Love Changes When Status Changes...
Post kali ni , nak cerita bagaimana perasaan seseorang itu berubah apabila statusnya juga berubah,...
Cerita nya mcm ni ,,
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and wrote a letter to her saying...
"Just take care of my eyes dear. I'll always love you forever…”
- Think of someone who can't speak.
- Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
- Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.
- Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
- Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
- Think of the people who are living in the streets.
- Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
- Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
- Put a smile on your face and be thankful you're alive and still around.
Live it,
Enjoy it,
Celebrate it,
And fulfill it.
Renung2 kan lar...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 09:45 0 comments
Cinta Muka Buku.....
Entry ni Azirah nak bagi tau tentang CINTA MUKA BUKU,,,Iaitu nama blog ni..CInta Muka Buku adlah sebuah lagu yang sangat sweet,,mengisahkan tentang dua org yang bercinta melalui facebook,,
Kau hantar petanda suruh aku terima kamu
ooh.. Hati ku rasa sesuatu..
Ku gelisah berdebar hati rasa tak menentu
oohh.. Kenakah rasa itu..
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita cari peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata kerja
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja
Ku rasa sesuatu rasa yang ku tak tahu Oooo…
Ini cinta remajaku
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo…
Itulah cinta yang satu, cinta di muka buku..
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita beri peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata cinta
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo
Itulah cinta yang satu
Cinta di muka buku
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 07:35 0 comments
Sacrifice is The Best...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 07:10 0 comments
Hidupku Bahagia....
*Seorang yang sangat merapu...
*Sangat cantik..........................
*Pandai gak la..........................
*Baik jugak la
*Sangat peramah
yang ni tak taw nk ckp apa dah...tp Azirah senang berkawan dengan Dya....
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 03:30 0 comments
Friday, 26 August 2011
RayA!!
Dah nk raya nampaknya...Rasa mcm baru kemaren Azirah beli baju raya iaitu sebulan yang lalu...Bgitu pantas masa berlalu,begitu pantas juga ramadan meninggalkan kita,,,
Sblum berakhir puasa,Azirah nak kongsi satu cerita untuk dibuad renungan bersama...
Aril adalah anak kepada seorang jutawan....Dia inginkan sebuah kereta ferrari untuk hari jadinya...Dia juga tahu,ayahnya mampu untuk membeli kereta tersebut untuknya....
Suatu hari,Ayahnya ingin membeli sebuah kereta...Mereka pon pergi ke subuah kedai kereta berjenama...Apabila Aril terlihat sebuah kereta ferrari,dia pon mendekati kereta tersebut dan menyatakan kekagumannya terhadap kereta tersebut(nk bgi klu kat ayah dia yg dya nk ferrari tu..)
Ayahnya dengan muka tak ada perasaan meneruskan niat mereka pada hari itu..Aril sangat kecewa krn ayahnya tidak memahami hasrat di jiwa mudanya,...
Apabila tiba hari jadinya,Aril amat teruja untuk menerima hadiah dari ayahnya...Namun,dia sangat kecewa kerana mendapati bahawa ayahnya hanya menghadiahkan sebuah tafsir al-quran kepadanya....Dia berasa amat marah dan menengking ayahnya di situ juga..Dia marah kenapa ayahnya tidak membelikannya sebuah kereta ferrari tersebut...Aril menghempas tafsir tersebut di atas meja kopi di hadapannya dan terus keluar rumah menaiki kereta...
Sejak itu,Aril tidak pernah balik lagi ke rumahnya...Bartahun-tahun lamanya...Ayahnya sangat risau sehingga jatuh sakit dan terlantar di atas katil...Dia sangat lemah untuk berjalan..Makan juga tidak mahu kerana terlalu rindukan anaknya...Akhirnya,,,Dia kembali mengadapNya...
Aril terasa kurang enak...DIa amat rindukan ayahnya..Tetapi dek amarah yang terlampau,Ego semakin tinggi melambung....Namun,,dia berhasrat untuk pulang ke rumah...Dia pon pulang..
Apbila dia sampai,Dia pun masuk ke rumah,Dia hanya nampak Laila,orang gaji rumahnya sambil termenung panjang...Dia pun menegur Laila..Laila amat terkejut dan menangis semahu-mahunya...Aril yang semakin pelik bertanya mengapa Laila menangis...
Laila pun menceritakan apa yang terjadi....
Sebelum kematiannya,ayah Aril ada berpesan kepada Laila supaya terus tinggal di rumah itu sehingga Aril pulang,,Katakan kpdnya yang ayahnya sangat sayangkan Aril..Ayahnya meminta maaf kerana tidak sempat berjumpa Aril...Dia menghembuskan nafas terakhir ketika menyebut tentang tafsir tersebut,tanpa sempat menghabiskannya...Aril sangat terkejut.Rasa dirinya begitu berdosa...
Ketika itulah dia tersedar...Tafsir yang ditinggalnya suatu masa dahulu masih berada di atas meja tanpa diusik sedikit pun...Dia menangis semahu-mahunya..Langkah diatur perlahan-lahan menuju ke meja tempat terletaknya tafsir tersebut...Aril mengambil Tafsir itu dan membukanya..
Alangkah terkejutnya dia apadila sebatang kunci yang terjatuh dari tafsir tersebut..Aril mencapai kunci itu..Dia menangis semahu-mahunya...Esakannya sangat sayu...Laila yang sedari tadi hanya memerhati terus berlari ke dalam biliknya...Tersentuh dan sebak..
Aril terlihat sehelai kertas di dalam tafsir tersebut...di capai dan dibacanya....,,
"Anakandaku...Ayah sayang akan kamu,,,Jangan kamu lupakan ayah apabila ayah telah tiada di dunia ini...Janganlah tinggalkan ayah...Sesungguhnya kamu adalah nyawa ayah...Tanpa kamu,,ayah tiada makna di dunia ini...Ayah juga tahu,kamu inginkan kereta ferrari yang kamu tunjukkan di kedai tempoh hari...Jadi,ayah hadiahkan kau sebuah kereta Ferrari...Tafsir ini,amalkanlah...Jadikan peneman hidup..Bacalah kpd ayah pabila ayah sudah tiada lagi di muka bumi ini...Semoga kamu suka dengan hadiah yang ayah hadiahkan kepada kamu....
Aril,\Selamat Hari Jadi.... "
Aril meraung sekuat-kuatnya...Dia menyesal..Sungguh,,dia menyesal....Dia tidak percaya apa yang dilaluinya sekarang...Ayahnya telah tiada...Dia pula tiada sewaktu ayahnya berada di ambang maut...Dia menyesal...
Ayahnya telah tiada...Dia rindukan gelak ayahnya...Tawa ayahnya...Senyuman ayahnya..Belaian ayahnya...Segala-galanya tentang ayahnya...Kini,semua itu tiada lagi dek kerana keeg0an dan amarah yang mendalam....Dia menyesal...Sungguh menyesal...Namun,apakan daya,,,masa tak akan kembali,,,
Moral > > Hargailah segala-gala yang kita ada...Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita miliki..Sayangi mereka yang di sekeliling kita....Kasih sayang tidak tertebus dengan harta benda....Jangan menyesal di kemudian hari...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 23:14 0 comments
Burung Dan Ros Putih....
Cerita ni jugak ada kena mgena ngan post azirah yang lepas pasal pengoorbanan...mari renung bersama....
Burung merpati dan mawar putih berkawan sjak kecil....burung merpati menaruh harapan terhadap mawar putih ni...tetapi di pendamkan perasaannya kerana takut persahabatan mereka tercalar...namun,suatu hari,burung merpati nekad untuk memberitahu mawar putih akan kedudukan sebenarnya,,,
Merpati berasa gembira apabila mengetahui bahawa mawar putih juga mempunyai perasaan yang sama terhadapnya...Namun,perasaannya sedikit tercalar apbila mengetahui bahawa mawar putih harus bertukar warna dari warna putih ke warna merah dahulu untuk bercinta...
Disebabkan rasa sayang yang sangat mendalam , merpati sanggup menoreh sayapnya dan menitikkan darahnya satu-persatu ke atas mawar putih ketika dia sedang tidur....
Apabila mawar putih terjaga dari tidur pada keesokan harinya,dia terkejut kerana mendapati kelopaknya yang berwarna putih telah bertukar menjadi warna merah...Dia berasa sangat gembira kerana boleh mencintai sang merpati...Namun, dia berasa pilu apabila mendapati merpati terbaring lesu di sebelahnya sambil tersenyum hambar...Mawar putih melihat kedua-dua belah kelopak merpati ditoreh dan berlumuran darah...tahulah dia bahawa warna merah yang menyelimuti kelopak-kelopaknya adalah darah si merpati...Akhirnya,merpati pon mati, meninggalkan mawar yang sedang menangis kesedihan...
Betapa besarnya pengorbanan sang merpati terhadap si mawar....adakah kita sanggup melakukan pengorbanan yang sebegitu rupa???(ckp cam aku ad pengalaman)...
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 12:26 0 comments
First Tyme...
Assalamualaikum,...
Ni adalah post pertama yang azirah buad..Blog ni pon baruu wujud...SO,,blog ni x elok sgt la,,InsyaAllah,Azirah akan berusaha nk bagi blog ni jadi cantik..
Sebenarnya Azirah x penah tpikir pon nk buad blog ni...Tiba2 ja rasa cam nak buad blog kan...So,buad ja la..
Azirah memang x tahu ap pon pasal blog ni.,...Sebelum ni tgk2 blog org la..x tpikir pon la nk buad blog sendiri...Bila dah ad ni rsa teruja pulak...
thnx to pemilik blog diarijejakahangat sebab bagi tunjuk ajar kat Azirah sedikit sebanyak pasal blog2 ni...Ni ja dulu yang azirah nk taip...
Bila2 free Azirah taep laen...Skunk ni tgn keraas...sejuk semacam ja...
(^_^)....
Posted by CiNtA muKa BuKu at 09:21 0 comments